Eli's Five Nights At Freddy's Jack-O-Lantern #WordlessWednesday #FNAF #FiveNightsAtFreddys #Pumpkin #Halloween

Eli made his very own Freddy Fazbear from Five Nights At Freddy's tonight with his Dad. He sent me the photos earlier to share and I think it turned out awesome! He wants to see if anyone else has done some cool FNAF themed Jack-O-Lanterns. 

After blogging 18 years lots of things have changed.

This past weekend I attended Mom's Meet Wow Summit and something happened...I remembered WHY I started blogging and WHY I have continued blogging all these years.

It all started during the opening when I won an award for 18 years blogging.

Now a normal person would have been all over the place excited, but as we all know, I am not a normal person. I am an (almost) 32 year old female who has aspergers and social anxiety and was terrified to be on the spot. I looked around to see I was standing alone and people were applauding... for ME and for MY accomplishment of 18 years. As I looked down at my sister Amber in horror to be the only one left standing and the center of attention, she assured me, and I took a deep breath and spoke quickly, answering the questions about how long I have been blogging and where I started and accepted my prize. It was not until after I spit out my words, still in shock and sat back down that I really thought about the years.

I started writing in paper journals and diaries when I was 5. It never occurred to me when I started my very first digital journal on live journal and an Angelfire website way back in 1998 that blogging would become and stay my life. A lot has happened since I started. Life, school, relationships, family, children, jobs. I have re-branded 5 times, change domains 6 times and hosting 3 times. I never realized how much knowledge I would acquire and experience that I didn't even know I knew. Coding my HTML, writing my own scripts, doing my graphics in Photoshop... I've always built my sites from the ground up, all by myself. The one constant was that I never stopped telling my story.

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Sometime while I was on bed rest and I was re-branding into a 'Mom Blog' the mom blogger world exploded and it became a thing. I met so many amazing women online. Twitter was born. Myspace died. Facebook was born. and Instagram wasn't even thought of yet. It was a suddenly a different world when it came to blogging. I went from 300 monthly page views to 30,000 seemingly overnight. Google changed the algorithm so blogs started coming in news results higher. Newspapers and TV stations started hiring bloggers for journalism and amazing opportunities arose. Brands started working directly with bloggers to put more product in our hands to get more "real world" marketing opportunities. Our blogs became our BUSINESS. We started to make money. Social Media marketing was born. My friend Amy at Resourceful Mommy created Twitter Parties. My friend Jyl created Mommy Gossip which turned into MomItForward and #GNO, a girls night out all hosted on twitter where women from around the world could chat and support each other. It was stuff like that that got me through bed rest, that got me through being a first time mom, that got me through the good times and the bad. I couldn't have done it without them. Without Tara from Feels Like Home or Cori from Everyday Cori or Tonya from Create - Celebrate - Explore I NEVER could have made it through. These women were there for me even though they were hundreds or thousands of miles away. They got me through sleepless nights, breastfeeding issues, postpartum depression, sickness. They celebrated with me at all the milestones and happy tears. It changed my life. Though as life has a way of doing, things changed, we talked less, and that's when the blog change happened.

More people I knew in real life started finding my blog and reading it and wanting to nitpick and judge things I had shared. Things strangers from all over the world were supportive of, people I knew right here were me tearing down for. It was tough to be bullied basically into silence. It was so bad about 70% of my old posts are actually hidden from the archive search right now just so they would leave me alone.

It gradually was less story and more product. and more sponsors. and more coupons and deals. and week after week, month after month it became more impersonal content and more BUY THIS. It was more content writing for other sites, ghost writing for brands and forgetting my blog was even here. Somehow on the way of building my business I forgot it didn't start out as a business, it started as my passion.

I miss Wordless Wednesday. I miss sharing the little quirks of being a parent. I miss sharing stupid rants on today's pop culture. I miss my notable newness posts where I shared everything that happened that week online and off. I miss being me and saying whatever it is that comes to mind. I miss the connection, the support and the love that comes from our amazing blogging community.

Later in the summit as I sat and cried my eyes out while I listened to Rachel Martin, one of my favorite inspirational mamas, I made a promise to myself to write this post and go back to being me. The sharing will outweigh the holding back no matter what the topic, "Because in speaking there is freedom."

I still deal with my severe chronic medical issues, depression, relationship issues, and there's always that worry that I'm "a mom who feels like she’s not good enough." and yes, I'm sure many people I know in real life will see the posts and go back to the way they were. I'll just have to cross that bridge when I get to it.

Yes I still have a ton of amazing products and brands to share with you, especially the awesome ones I just met at Mom's Meet. But I want the STORY to once again outweigh the commercials. The photos of happy children will outweigh the photos of products. The lists of what I did RIGHT today will outweigh the bad and MAYBE just maybe I will start to feel like myself again. Like I am doing something good again. Sharing our food and our crafts. Sharing our tears and our laughs.

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No, I didn't mean to rhyme. I'm glad I did though because that's the silly type of posts I miss.
I don't always have professional looking pictures. I sometimes make grammatical errors. My blog design needs updated super bad and my aspergers makes me ramble on and on and on...

But that's okay. Because there are thousands of Moms out there that are the same way and those are the ones I'm looking forward to connecting with the most. CONNECTING. Not pitching products to. CONNECTING. As humans.

It's time to get back to sharing my story. I'm nervous but I am excited.

To those of you that have been with me at all the last 8 years here on my mom blog, whether it was Lovin' the Belly, Mom Loves Today, Pyle of Love or now as Maryland Mommy, thank you from the bottom of my heart for following my journey.

To the very select few of you that were around before that on the original erinjeany, even before it had a dot com, you are the real MVPs. Its been a long road and it's about to get even longer. I'm really thankful you have stuck it out and I cant even put into words what it means that you are still here.

After 18 years blogging lots of things have changed and they will keep changing, this time though they will be changing for the better! I can't wait to share where life leads us next.

Winix Smart Wi-Fi Air Purifiers #WinixAmerica #MomsMeet #WowSummit

With me having auto-immune disorders and Elijah having asthma, air quality is a huge deal for us. HEPA filters can clear the air of all kinds of dangerous pollutants such as dust, pollen, pet dander, smoke and almost all other pollutants present in the air. Air purifiers work to clean the air around us by removing microns of 0.3 and larger size to render it 99.9 percent dust free. Purifiers free the air of all kinds of particles causing allergies and breathing trouble so this is a must-have for households like ours. 

Winix purifiers are made for all sorts of rooms in your house, living room, bedrooms, nurseries and more! I had been looking into purchasing a new one and was super excited to hear Winix is going to be here with me at the Mom's Meet WOW Summit and I will finally get to see the brand new Winix Smart Wi-Fi enabled 4 and 5 stage air purifiers in person tomorrow.

Made for the home, the new HR1000 and the NK105 models both feature Wi-Fi, which allows you to control every aspect oft the purifiers right from your device. Smart sensors allow you to continuously monitor air quality, and an air quality indicator alerts you to the status of the air quality. Set and forget fan speed that adjusts to your environment and even a filter change notification is available on the unit to keep you informed about your air quality! Each Winx unit features a True HEPA filter for removing allergens and bacteria once and for all. I don't know about you, but that sounds like the simplest way to ensure my family is breathing healthy! I can't wait to see their purifiers tomorrow and how much more they could help my household to breathe easy!

Visit their website for more information

Connect with Winix on Twitter @Winixamerica

Disclosure: This post is an entry through Moms Meet to win a Winix Air Purifier.  No monetary compensation was received.

DEAL: Shopkins S5 Mega Pack only $10!!! Includes 20 Shopkins! #deal #sale #shopkins

Shopkins are so SUPER CUTE! If your children are as in love with Shopkins as my kids and every other child I know you will LOVE this deal. Right now the Shopkins S5 Mega Packs are only $10!!! This awesome pack contains 20 Shopkins, 4 Petkin Backpacks and a Collector's Guide!

If you are a prime member they are delivered free with next day shipping. For non-prime it ships free on orders over $35!

This post is part of Maryland Mommy's 2016 Holiday Gift Guide and recommended as a great holiday gift idea! 

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Disclosure: This post is NOT sponsored. However, it does contain an affiliate link. A few cents from any purchase goes into an account for my children. 

Review: Happy Platypus Couple Tea Infusers #platypusinfuserteastrainer

What I love: I thought these Happy Platypus Couple Tea Infusers were super adorable from the moment I saw them! I love to drink tea, mostly decaf but also the loose herb teas. There are so many loose teas that just have such a better flavor than the bagged. Nothing like a good cup of tea. For years I used different types of infusers but I moved and was looking for better ones to replace my old ones. That's when I started to see all the cute animals and different ones they have on amazon and found these. After sitting in my wishlist for a few months I finally saw a good deal on them and couldn't resist.

This adorable platypus couple is made of FDA-approved, non toxic, BPA free silicone so you have no worry of anything weird getting in your drink. The little grey belly part pushes out allowing you to fill the tea leaves, and then you can press it right back in place. They are just the right size to hold loose tea for 6, 8 or even 12 oz cups of tea. I have only tried those sizes so far but if you wanted to do a bigger pot you could always put some in both and use them together. I also find that you can grind up some fresh mint, orange or other things and use in the second one to flavor your tea. They are even microwave safe so you can put them in your teacup if you want to microwave your water to steep it faster.

One of the best parts is they are dishwasher safe so when you are done you can just throw them on a rung or in a accessory basket and they are ready for the next cup! They seem really high quality so far and I have had no issues at all!

Bottom Line: I really love it and give it 5 out of 5 stars. 
Would I recommend it to my family and friends? YES! 
Would I buy it myself based on my experiences with this review? YES!

Disclosure: I was provided the product complimentary for testing purposes in exchange for my honest unbiased opinion. No monetary compensation was received.